The Road ' Not ' Taken?!

It's been a long time since I posted something! I don't know if I should blame it on my foolishness or the big changes in my life! A lot of things have happened: believing I was happy, university, new friends and change in my looks! 

But I am still endlessly looking for the inner me!

I was looking at an old school book with poems and this poem striked me in a quite unpleasent way: "THE ROAD NOT TAKEN" by Robert Frost. This famous poem put me in a strange distress due to my personality I guess. I'm a kind of person that regrets everything she does at least once, right or wrong that it is, and this poem (in my opinion) emphazised my fragility. I definitely have some anger issues that are sparked by tine tiny things ( and I do not need a psychologist to tell me that my Superego is in control!)

I always take the road less travelled and MAN IT HURTS!!! The damned grasses, thick tree branches and getting stuck in the mud!!! 

I use to ask myself " Why be normal when I can be more??"

This time the road less travelled got me to a place of no return where I am angry, hungry and tired too tired to make my way through the thick trees.

 I guess I just learned that I just have to make small goals instead of going for the "all in" straight away!!

Xoxo

OnlyChick