Who's That Chick?!
Looking For The Inner Me!
lunedì 15 dicembre 2014
All I Want For Christmas is... Order
lunedì 28 luglio 2014
What Is Your Aspiration in Life?
domenica 27 luglio 2014
Wake Me Up!
sabato 26 luglio 2014
Try!
mercoledì 5 giugno 2013
Love the life you live, live the life you love!
Sometimes I ask myself what's the point of living and loving when life just does you wrong! I know I am going through a period of sadness and, probably, depression, but I just can't figure this sh*t out.
Once more I've been hurt and I just can't get over it!
I try to make excuses for the other person but it's just useless!
I know that whoever hurt me was because they couldn't handle my flaws and all the bi*chiness I carry around with me... But what can I say: I am who I am.. And when I will be sure of who I am, it'll be clear to y'all!!!
I am trying hard to get over this period and writing is something that helps me vomit my sorrows somewhere, somehow.
It's going take sometime before I'll be able to trust someone else and especially before I can trust myself!
I am tired to be someone for other and this time IMMA DO ME!
Happiness can't be brought by other people... Happiness comes from inside us!!! I am going to try and live this life and love the life I am living for a while!
Xoxo
OnlyChick
lunedì 13 maggio 2013
When I grow up I am going to Love
I am not a girl not yet a woman!
And I am in love with the concept of love!
I was talking to a friend a few days back about love. J is completely sure that love, as society teaches us, doesn't exist! During his prolonged exposition of his argument I kept quite. He strongly believes that love is a simple trick of the mind! An idealism that doesn't exists and cannot be achieved!
I always loved love since i was a little girl and his ideas at the start repulsed me.
I was studying for my sociology exam and something I read hit me... Marxism believes that the family had a major role in the capitalist society as it gave children a false idealism about working and love so to keep the economical structure intact! What I found even more disturbing is the idea of Marxists to keep women in the house and promoted patriarchalism as a mean to control women sexuality!!!
Is this what in theory love is all about?
I am not saying that I know what love is, but I like to think that I felt it at least once! But now thinking about it I ask myself if J is right!!
Did I mistake love for my unconscious need of being love in a non-familiar way? Was it my nervous system deciding to have some kind of electrical connection with another body?? Or was I blinded by a simple animalistic need??
Love is something very complex to be understood in an wholistic way! And maybe to avoid disappointments and mutations in my holistic idea of love I should completely try to avoid it until I am a women!
Xoxo
OnlyChick