One Step Foward?!

Most times I ask myself: WHO AM I..?

And during this time of the year the question becomes even louder!

The last few days of Holiday season showed me how everything can go so BADLY wrong!

Two years ago I would have said that I was the happiest girl/women in the world..

Last year I could see my future as clear as sparkling water and fresh as a spring pool..

The only thing I could not see was how much those things were FRAGILE!

I past the last few months trying to be a better person, but I think that all my efferts were just USELESS!

The ONLY thing I ended up with were more hurt and hard feelings toward the people, that everyone thinks, should love me the most.

This year I would say that I do not know were my future is going.. nor with whom and neither where, but most importantely I hope to find it fast enough to be able to find my dream and follow it wherever it will take me.

I've been usually threaten by people warning me that I was going to fall by following my head and my dreams and I would fall and be on my own not able to stand up.

And after all I do have an answer for all you people..

I'M NOT YOUR DOLL AND I WILL BE PROUD OF MYSELF IF I WILL FALL..

BECAUSE I WILL KNOW THAT I FOLLOWED MY MIND!

XOXO

OnlyChick